Guess who decided to give Pinterest a try even though they have no idea how to use it right now? 😀
My new Pinterest Account
I just wanted to give it a try. As of right now I’m only really using pinterest to check out stuff relating to 5 topics, Pokemon, Pokemon Fusions, Cats, Drawings, and Art to be exact. I’m still pretty new to it though I don’t think I want to put anything up on that media soon. It looks very intimidating to me.
I’m kind of grieving over the whole Shikareum isn’t our friend anymore. She acts like we’re enemies no with the silence, though I’m also in the blame for not trying to talk to her anymore either.
I felt like I could’ve done something, Zeky could’ve done something and Shikareum could’ve done something as well to help work through the tension we were all having with each other. I mean, how can I let go of someone after talking, laughing, crying, raging with, destroying competition and all those other wonderful things people do together, all for a year? It’s hard.
All I’ve been thinking about is how it all could’ve gone differently. What would’ve happened if I actually tried a little bit harder to get her attention? What if I hadn’t slept in and stayed online to talk to her about the tension? Would it have even saved the relationship we all had at all? Probably not, though thinking positively it would have done a little good.
It’s not like Shikareum dropped dead or anything, at least I hope because I haven’t talked to her in like 3 days since I randomly blurted in the chat group something about my broken mouse ( which I replaced this weekend. ) It’s just this part chills me the most about her and the broken and lost friendship. She didn’t even fight to keep it. Shikareum didn’t really do anything to convince Zekyreum, or anything that wasn’t generic BS, why she still even cared about me and my sister.
It chills me to know that the most enthusiastic person in the friendship just didn’t care.
I really hate how a lot of my posts are just the same thing over and over and over again now a days. It’s just that I obsessively think about something, big or small for days, weeks or even months on end. Mostly thinking of the other possibilities and outcomes of different situations…
The Reums is DISCONTINUED
I was the one in charge of the writing on the collab blog, Facebook page and everything from uploading, recording, and writing on the YouTube channel. Since there wasn’t going to be three people and me and Zeky really didn’t want to deal with a dead channel, we just decided to close down the whole thing.
Here’s the blog post on the collab blog regarding the topic.
It still stings, the whole Shikareum just dumping the friendship just like that after Zeky confronted her privately. I’ll try not to write about it anymore to save people the eye sore. I just can’t forget people like Shikareum easily.