I hadn’t had this happen to me until only after I started going into my high school and decided to try out some advanced English classes because one of my previous middle school teachers suggested I try it out. Over the passed 3 years, it’s 3 years of high school technically because my school district decided it’d be smart to have Freshmen in this sort of void where they’re not considered middle school nor high school, I’ve felt like I’ve been discouraged to even both writing.
We’ve all felt like that one parent in our childhood(s) who’ve always had that smart comment on one of our interests because it’s very different from what they’re accustomed to and seem to always find something they could or can criticize about us. I’ve grown up with a father who seemed to find every way he could criticize my hobbies, my interests and sometimes even my own knowledge of something.
But what would I know, I’m just a girl who’s going to be a legal adult in about 2 months. I shouldn’t be talking because I’ve never been in the “real” world.
This post is a criticism on my dad and his parenting through my point of view, therefor it might be in the view of a biased teenage/young adult girl. You can take or leave the things I say.
I get so angry or upset, of course not showing it, when someone uses the word “depressed” loosely.
I’m not an English teacher, but I’ll point out the differences I found in the two words. :>
Okay, I’ve made two articles on Pokemon GO like a lot of other blogs and what not. Now I should probably talk about how I’m looking around for a tablet and stylus to start out with for my digital art, the comics I plan on making for my school, the characters and a bunch of other stuff that has nothing to do with those things. I think this will end up being a jumbled mess, but writing like a journal is pretty much all I’m good at doing. xD
There’s always those people who will get on a game and will complain about how human players do not act the way they should on a basic human vs. monster PvP game, hosted on a gaming website directed to players of the age 10-18. Yep, that’s what this post is about and what I think about these people.
I didn’t realize this, but Yuki actually got on Skype for once and said something to me last Thursday.
He had been having a problem where he was throwing up a lot and his father, from the stuff he was telling me at least, didn’t have the money/time/ [ insert excuse ] to take him to get it checked out. The whole time he was on Skype before school let out, I was worried about him, telling him to get his sh*t checked out and stuff. Honestly worrying like his freaking mother.
He finally visited some kind of specialist and here’s what he told me; the cause of him puking almost everything he eats is because of stress and depression. Call me a bad person, but I’m kind of sketchy on if I should believe what he’s actually saying and if I should even spend the time to try and help him. If you’re wanting to see my reasons for everything negative on Yukitoreum, here’s a small list;
- He never tries to actually talk to me and Zeky or even Shika.
- He once bullied Shika by adding her to a group chat just so he could yell at her and make fun of her and argue with her.
- He argued almost weekly with me.
- Asks for advice, then doesn’t listen to it.
- Made my little sister cry twice and didn’t really apologize.
- Acts like a fake piece of crap who doesn’t care about anyone or anything.
- Would rather watch anime than do anything with what I call the “reums.”
- Is disrespectful to the people of Japan, reason; Weeaboo.
- Disrespectful to anyone who tells him he’s wrong.
- Cameron ( someone on Skype ) told him that he acted like a stereotype American.
My biggest reason though above all else would be this; HE LIES TO MUCH, HE LIES ON DEFAULT ABOUT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.
He thinks he is ALWAYS, telling the truth when in reality he’s not. He doesn’t LISTEN to anything you tell him. He ALWAYS tries to impress anyone and everyone, even if it means he has to LIE and ACT FAKE. He has an online ALTER EGO that he tries to act like your stereotypical animu dude who all the girls drool over, is neither good nor evil, and shows no emotion. IT’S GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE I’M CONSTANTLY PONDERING ON WHAT THE @#$% HE REALLY IS.
I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHO THE REAL YUKITOREUM IS ANYMORE BECAUSE HE LIES AND ACTS SO FAKE.
Now I will stop with this and try to think of something else for the whole day or else I’ll end up thinking about it obsessively and nonstop.
Yukitoreum finally got on Skype and like every other person who hasn’t talked to someone they’ve known for years in a long time does it talk to them. Even though I said that he wasn’t me and Zeky’s friend anymore and that talking to him was pointless and that whole speech a couple of posts ago.
You’ve got to love that compassionate part of being a really nice person, at least nicer than most people. You can’t just turn away from someone after some of the bad things they’ve done to you or someone you love dearly. At least he hasn’t killed anyone or some stupid crap. Just caused a couple of hissy fights and arguments.
chapter 2, reborn 2016
Honestly, he hasn’t done anything yet to make me change my mind about talking to him since he came back on Skype and finally answered something that was about to be a month old. The only thing that freaks me out is how much of a weeaboo he’s become.
He’s not your average anime fan for those of you reading. In fact, he actually thinks he’s the main character of an anime he’s watching and will take content from said anime/manga quite seriously. So seriously, you question who the hell he actually really is. Lucky me, I think I know who he really is behind all of those male anime protagonist wannabes he pretends to be. .-.
Not to mention he thinks he believes in Shintoism ( definition from Merriam Webster’s Dictionary here ) yet he has no idea what it actually really is and what it’s really about, other than the fact that there is a belief that everything in nature has a spirit of some sorts. And I’m sorry for those who may actually believe in this and I gave a horrible summary of it. Please don’t roast me. ;-;
He’s been infected more and more by his wants and now needs to feel and become Japanese to the point where I think he’s becoming disrespectful. Whether he was just lying to look cool or really “believes” in the faith and practice of Shintoism.
He’s becoming one of the biggest cringes I’ve seen in my life time, in person.