A Jumbled Mess

Okay, I’ve made two articles on Pokemon GO like a lot of other blogs and what not. Now I should probably talk about how I’m looking around for a tablet and stylus to start out with for my digital art, the comics I plan on making for my school, the characters and a bunch of other stuff that has nothing to do with those things. I think this will end up being a jumbled mess, but writing like a journal is pretty much all I’m good at doing. xD

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Guess who comes crawling back to me?

Answer: Yukitoreum

I didn’t realize this, but Yuki actually got on Skype for once and said something to me last Thursday.

He had been having a problem where he was throwing up a lot and his father, from the stuff he was telling me at least, didn’t have the money/time/ [ insert excuse ] to take him to get it checked out. The whole time he was on Skype before school let out, I was worried about him, telling him to get his sh*t checked out and stuff. Honestly worrying like his freaking mother.

He finally visited some kind of specialist and here’s what he told me; the cause of him puking almost everything he eats is because of stress and depression. Call me a bad person, but I’m kind of sketchy on if I should believe what he’s actually saying and if I should even spend the time to try and help him. If you’re wanting to see my reasons for everything negative on Yukitoreum, here’s a small list;

  1. He never tries to actually talk to me and Zeky or even Shika.
  2. He once bullied Shika by adding her to a group chat just so he could yell at her and make fun of her and argue with her.
  3. He argued almost weekly with me.
  4. Asks for advice, then doesn’t listen to it.
  5. Made my little sister cry twice and didn’t really apologize.
  6. Acts like a fake piece of crap who doesn’t care about anyone or anything.
  7. Would rather watch anime than do anything with what I call the “reums.”
  8. Is disrespectful to the people of Japan, reason; Weeaboo.
  9. Disrespectful to anyone who tells him he’s wrong.
  10. Cameron ( someone on Skype ) told him that he acted like a stereotype American.

My biggest reason though above all else would be this; HE LIES TO MUCH, HE LIES ON DEFAULT ABOUT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. 

He thinks he is ALWAYS, telling the truth when in reality he’s not. He doesn’t LISTEN to anything you tell him.  He ALWAYS tries to impress anyone and everyone, even if it means he has to LIE and ACT FAKE. He has an online ALTER EGO that he tries to act like your stereotypical animu dude who all the girls drool over, is neither good nor evil, and shows no emotion. IT’S GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE I’M CONSTANTLY PONDERING ON WHAT THE @#$% HE REALLY IS.


Now I will stop with this and try to think of something else for the whole day or else I’ll end up thinking about it obsessively and nonstop.

Anime Artist Problems

Let me get this straight with anyone who bothers to read this, I like to draw anime or in an art style, I don’t really care about watching or reading mangas and anime.

A lot of people I’ve met who’ve seen my sketchbook in real life assume that just because I draw similar to the style of anime that I watch every freaking anime under the sun and read everything printed and labeled as a manga. It’s really annoying when someone goes all anime fan on you and because you don’t really care about watching much of it or reading it, you have no freaking clue as to what they’re even talking about.

To be really honest, I would rather draw it than watch it or read it. In fact, I can’t really stand to watch it and me reading manga is extremely rare now.

I can’t tell you how many people assume that I like anime just because I draw it. When I say this, I mean the anime where you watch, not the art style. Just because someone likes to do or draw something, doesn’t mean that they necessarily likes it when someone else does it. This could’ve been put into better words and I feel like what I just said is confusing, but I don’t know how else to say it. Maybe you, the person reading this, will come up with a better sentence for what I just said and it actually makes sense to you.

Dubbed or Subbed?

To be honest,I like the dubbed animes more. Sure I said I don’t like to watch anime, but that doesn’t mean I’ve seen an episode here or there. The only full season of one I’ve watched would be the first season of AoT/SnK but just because I’ve only seen a few doesn’t mean I have a preference.

I don’t know why people like the subbed. If you wanted to read words constantly, why don’t you just get the stupid manga? Sure some of those animes out there don’t have a translated manga, but seriously. Just why?

I also don’t understand when people say “I think the original voice actors were better than the English ones.” No duh they sound different. It’s people from different regions, therefore they’re going to sound different.


Don’t act like I know every freaking anime and the characters and phrases in it. I won’t know what you’re talking about and will most likely look at you like you’re stupid. :>

Instagram; Account Hacked under 24 Hours

Recently I had been encouraged by Shikareum and a school friend to make an Instagram account; here’s what happened to my account within 12 hours after making it. This post will also be in a story like format. :>

Today I had been awoken from a long sleep from my summer vacation from school from Shikareum calling me. She had finally gotten me to get up around 1 PM today, late but I had been up all night playing random crap with her and my sister. The usual hanging out and all. Since I’m a heavy sleeper who likes to sleep as long as she can, I was still pretty tired until I say that Shika had messaged me telling me that my Instagram account had been hacked. Hacked by some Russian to be exact.

For those of you who have been hacked before, it’s annoying to know that someone tried to trash you for their own purposes. In this case, from the pictures, the person had been trying to advertise what looked like leggings or some kind of spandex. I don’t really know, I don’t speak Russian the slightest bit, but it was annoying as crap.

Here I had literally made an Instagram account, now only being 24 hours old ( 22 about to be exact from the time of this post ) and it had already been hacked. AND SO EASILY!!! 

After deleting the few posts that weren’t mine, I decided to look up how to make your Instagram account more secure. Literally the only things you can really do to make your Instagram account secure is add an email, phone number, and change your password. I don’t even know why they ask for a phone number and an email when;

  1. After checking my email, I got NOTHING about anything wrong or strange from my account.
  2. No texts or ANYTHING on the account getting a new phone number.

What is the point of even taking those two steps when they don’t even notify you on any changes on your account? The only thing, yes THING, that your email is good for is retrieving a forgotten password. I don’t even know what the phone number thing is for, other than setting the account to that specific phone, which obviously didn’t do sh*t to protect the account I made.

So what about security options and advice?

What makes me the angriest of all this is that my account had only been hours old, yet was hacked already. Not only that, Instagram has poor security options. All a person can do to protect their account is change the password after putting in their correct information such as a name, phone number and an email if desired. Those are the only things you can actually do.

A friend had suggested to me that you make a crazy long password. So I guess that’s the only advice I have for someone making a new account on Instagram so far. :\

For those who actually care, my Instagram account can be found here; Reshyreum on Instagram, or just look for the user name reshyreum. All I do is post pictures of my cat and my art on that account, so nothing great.

ROBLOX; When people argue for little reasons…

I was playing a game on Roblox with my sister, Zeyreum and my best friend, Shikareum. We had been the only ones actually playing the game the way it should be played; having to take on various roles to run a pizza place. We had also been the ones to stay on the server the longest, thus ending up in Shika being the role of Manager in the game.

I don’t know what’s so great about the role as a manager in the game. I’ve only picked up that you can ban people, or at least start a voting process to ban someone and give out raises to players, meaning they earn a little bit more cash. The only glory is they can make someone “employee of the month/day.” Nothing great in my opinion.

Yet despite this, people will literally flame you for not being a “good manager.” AKA giving people what they want when they want it, even when they didn’t even earn it.

Now, I’m bringing this up because of an incident I had earlier with someone on the game. I’m not so sure as to what was even going on. All I can tell you is that a couple of people on the server started to target Shika because she wasn’t being a “good manager,” only because someone came onto the came and didn’t want to take the time to explore their environment and do the tutorials that were throughout the game. The tutorials are also laid out to where you just walk onto them to get step by step instructions on how to do the job/role they were set near.

Normally, I wouldn’t say anything to people who are just be salty and straight up rude, but earlier today, someone had already been picking on Shika for her bad grammar. English is not her main language, so yeah she’s not going to be perfect as she is still learning the language. Not only that, but the person who kept correcting her wasn’t even using their English correctly either.

Onto the pizza place ( game ) incident.

Shika was the manager. She refused to help someone around because the game is pretty simple once you actually go around to try it. That person decides to start saying things like “Get rid of the manager” and what not. Then someone else joins in the little argument. Anyone who’s already seen their friend picked on enough in these games would obviously start to get defensive. ESPECIALLY when you’re the caring, motherly type of person and your friend is younger than you.

Well, I started to get into the arguing, which I’ll say was getting no where and the person I was arguing with, which started to target me more after I had told them I was 17, while they being 15.  After that, he started ( I’m assuming it was a he ) to target things like me, and bare with me, this is going to be a bullet list to help you understand and read;

  1. Pointed out that I was 17, yet still playing a “Kids” game.
  2. Insulting my intelligence and calling me a high school drop out because I’m not “fending for myself.”
    1. I’ll tell you that I’m not a legal adult in the U.S., the country I live in, therefore it’s hard for me to even live on my own.
    2. I’m still a high school student, who would rather focus on getting OUT of high school.
  3. He called me a high school dropout.
  4. Told me to go back to school.
  5. Was basically implying that I was dumb as sh*t.
  6. Used an insult in almost every sentence.

While I just simply cooling gave him smart arsed remarks, without directly insulting him. I used proper grammar and didn’t start insulting him or his intelligence deliberately. After a while, he brought up the whole, “job gets me skillz” thing. I had told him, “You have a point there,” and continued with some sort of counter argument that I can’t remember. He brought up that jobs look good on you “report” or whatever and I had told him that it wasn’t the only way to get a good resume, bringing up higher leveled classes.

In the end, I got into an argument with someone who wasn’t willing to listen to the other side and was acting like a 12 year old raging because they didn’t get what they wanted. All for a stupid role that someone had EARNED in a GAME.

WTF DID SCHOOL HAVE TO DO WITH SHIKA BEING MANAGER ON A GAME? If you were the person to argue with me on Roblox and you see this, I’ll tell you to take creative writing classes and/or debate class and maybe some honors/AP ( advanced placement ) English. Your arguments were very weak, plus it’ll look good on your **Resume, not “report” for those jobs you value so much and listen to your own advice. c;

Might be banned from Roblox; Roblox name Reshyreum

***He also probably reported me for being more adult and sticking up for someone who was wrongly being attacked for little reasons. I will also take blame for some of the arguing since I probably should’ve been more adult and keep my mouth shut and leave. :l

If I was actually banned or somehow punished for this petty argument, I’ll surely post something on it. c:


Quiet People Problems; “NOTICE ME!! D:”

You really can start to get either ticked off with the people around you or you feel worthless. No matter how you feel, it’s still negative.

I’m bringing this up because I’m naturally a quiet person who doesn’t like to mess with people often. This has proven to make me so unnoticeable, literally some people seem to not even know that I exist. No problem for me since a majority of these people who don’t notice me, I don’t care for them. What bothers me is when people that someone who’s quiet like me actually tries to communicate and try to build some type of connection, they seem to ignore you.

I don’t know how many other people experience this, but it’s really annoying. I’m actually putting a lot of effort into saying hi to you and then you act like I don’t exist as soon as someone else comes near you. Not only that, you can be trying to get engaged in the conversation when everyone is talking about something that you actually know something about or can relate to. But they still seem to ignore you.

These are some of the reasons why I actually don’t bother to talk to many people. Even when you try to get out there and make a couple of friends, you are almost literally saying, “Hey, I’m right here!” Quiet people problems are so real sometimes. :\